Assalamualaikum lovelies!! I hope you guys are in a good condition. How have you guys been? Well, did you guys take a good care of yourself. I am hoping that you are. Have you guys heard about self care? 

  Well, apa yang izzati tahu pasal self care ni is about realizing yang kita ni pun deserve the best. Like, you know your worth and of course stay away from the toxics circle. Contohnya la kan, jangan make a conversation with someone that you think always hurt your feelings and make you feel like you're not good enough. Please, if they're not matter for you, just leave a circle. 

  Then, stop arguing with toxics too. Even if they always misunderstanding you. Well, kalau izzati, memang izzati malas nak explain apa-apa sebab yes, you never know how I been and I 100% sure pun yang dia tak kisah. Daripada kita gaduh, baik kita diam and go on je. Do what is good and bring out your inner peace. 

  Lepas tu, create our own goals. Like you know, untuk yang still study tu, study hard la. It's for future. Make your parent proud. Focus on your own future. Tak payahlah fikir pasal benda-benda yang negatif. Kalau ada problem then settle it in peace. 

  If your friends has changed a lot, then dont expect anything. At last, you need to walk alone too. Believe me. Just stay away and do good for you. Stop begging. Self respect is everything too. Banyak lagi benda nak fikir. Especially about your dreams. Trust me, it will give love to your soul. 

  Well, the older I get, the more that I see that everything is just temporary. Plus, Im no longer force things. My abah is right. He always said to me to be indepedent and take nobody's shit. As long as you can do on your own, then carry on. But dont forget to send others love and light because some of people really need it. That's really hit me and I really felt that now. 

  It's not like izzati nak jadi sombong. You have to understand the concept. Everyone need each other to work things out but there's a plenty things that I guess yang izzati lebih selesa nak usaha sendiri, tak harapkan orang and jadi a bit selfish. Like, Im not longer wore others opinions as long as mine is better. For those who got it, thank you. For those yang think negative about it, that's fine. Just wear your opinions. Well, my experiences taught me a lot. 

  Well, tu sahaja. I dont know why but right now, I am trying to heal. Trying to take care of myself and my feelings since I notice that others just know how to break that. I hope you guys are doing well too. Pardon my grammar. Till we meet again! Bye. <3

p/s: Vibing with this.

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