Assalamualaikum and hi. Eid mubarak to everyone who is reading now. <3

   Life's been cruel lately. Im talking about the middle of this world now. the war, the economy, the everything. Innocent lives are dying. I wish we can be more sensitive and having more rages in this topic. Please please please ambil tahu because it is affecting the future generations. Banyakkan membaca tau. 

   I will be starting my internship for next week and guess what? I can't wait to enter the new phase of my life. Please pray for me and may Allah ease it all for me, aamiin. 

   I just notice that if our peace depends on everything going right, then it's not called peace. It's called control and it's completely not okay. All we have to learn now especially me that is still new in adulting is to learn how to be steady even in chaos because world is not all butterfly and rainbows. It can be sucks and rageful sometimes but how we manage to handle it is how we really are. So, it's okay to take our time and feel it. 

   Zaty always think that having standards, mindsets, and all based on tiktok, social medias ni literally bullshit and performative as fuck. Why? Because you have no pendirian. Like why are you guys listening and setting standards from people in tiktok? I mean, ada je certain tu okay and make sense but most of it? Bullshit. I know sometimes tu ada je people yang relatable but they are talking based on how they experienced life too. What i'm trying to state here is that you guys can listen but the one that manage to make or decide something is truly ourselves. Not on what others have to say no matter from wherever they are. 

   Same goes with our limit in shopping and all. Tengok orang tu pakai, kita pun nak pakai juga sampai sanggup berhutang and guna paylater. If you can't afford it then you're not the target audiences! Put that in mind! Always. FOMO is actually such a dangerous phrase for some people yang tak sedar diri untuk guna. So, do not depends your standard, your perceptiveness through social medias ever. You are who you truly are behind the screen. Do what you supposed to do. It's okay untuk manjakan diri as long as benda tu tak bebankan you in the future. 

   ANDDD last but not least is to not listen to people as long as it make sense to you. I am serious when I say this. If it make sense to you, you dont need anyone's opinions or what they think of it. As long as it's healthy, tak berdosa, tak cross the line, tak menyusahkan orang then just do it. You dont need anyone's opinions. You will always once disappoint people in one limit so what? Screw what they think. No matter who they are. Bestfriend? love of your life? If they can't support it then screw what they think. It is that deep. 

This is me when anyone trying to tell me how to life MY OWN LIFE

   Well, I think that's it for now. I wish you guys happiness always. Until the next time! See you when I see you. Byeeee! 

Real one know I have always love the moon since forever 

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